You know that feeling:: When you finally let something sink in and that something, you want, is already gone before you had a chance at it. And all you can do after that is watch her destroy herself, pretending to smile for her sake but crying. Crying because you don't have it and that it isn't gonna stand through another emotional attack of the heart. Fuck it.......from the 'One' who got away cause of nonsense , the 'one' who violently stole your heart by turning it to stone, the one who went for your soul and tossed it like a crumbled paper, and the one who caught you by surprise and off guard. My luck, gave out to an extent. Damn a bullet doesn't seem to hard after this realization (4 quiters tho). Its best to move on.....no matter how much is left in shambles. (might sound selfish but) todavia pienso que yo so la respuesta correcta. [run through a translator] }Yo quiero{ [que todos lo vai] }a{ [n y tengan el chance de que] }leah{ [an lo que yo e escrito].........God damnit....(they tell me its not his fault).....